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A Secular Band Sings Of Nuclear War, Or A Review Of Linkin Park, “A Thousand Suns” by Michael StrachanWhen you’re a band as famous and successful as Linkin Park, you might be excused if you chose to ‘phone it in’ every once in a while. This is not the path LP takes with their new album. Instead the band has attempted to create an album that both evolves the traditional LP sound while also defying traditional genres. Fans of “Hybrid Theory”, “Meteora”, and “Minutes to Midnight” will hear individual songs that remind them of the bands previous albums, but as a collective whole this new album is something distinct and unique. Bassist for the band Dave “Phoenix” Farrell says of the new album, “We’ve known [the album is] going to be different, and if fans were expecting ‘Hybrid Theory’ or ‘Meteora’, they’re going to be surprised. It’s going to take people some time to figure it out and know what to do with it.” Well, I’ve had the album for about a month now, so let’s see if we can ‘figure it out’.
To begin, we must note that this is LP’s first attempt to write a concept album, and for their theme they chose war, and more specifically, nuclear war. The title for the album, “A Thousand Suns”, comes from a passage in the Bhagavad Gita that reads “If the radiance of a thousand suns were to burst at once into the sky, that would be like the splendor of the mighty one.” In case you’re wondering how this connects to nuclear warfare, this passage was quoted by Robert Oppenheimer after the first successful test explosion of an atomic bomb.
Mentioning Oppenheimer surfaces another interesting new feature of this album – it contains several brief recordings of speeches by Oppenheimer, Mario Savio, and Martin Luther King Jr. The recordings of Oppenheimer and King are their own independent tracks, while the Savio recording is incorporated into the song “Wretches and Kings”. For what it’s worth, the first time I heard “Wisdom, Justice, and Love”, the track consisting of a recording from one of King’s sermons, I was moved to tears. Here is a transcript of the recording:
“I come to this magnificent house of worship tonight because my conscience leaves me no other choice… A true revolution of values will lay hand on the world order and say of war, ‘This way of settling differences is not just.’ This business of burning human beings with napalm, of filling our nation’s homes with orphans and widows, of injecting poisonous drugs of hate into the veins of peoples normally humane, of sending men home from dark and bloody battlefields physically handicapped and psychologically deranged, cannot be reconciled with wisdom, justice, and love…”
War cannot be reconciled with wisdom, justice, and love. I am struck that this is the message of a secular band as the themes of their album start to reach their climax. War cannot be reconciled with wisdom, justice, and love. How many Christian musicians are making art like this? Certainly Derek Webb, but who else? And how many Christian preachers preach like this today? I am no aficionado of contemporary Christian music and sermons, but I suspect there is more of the Gospel in this one minute and thirty-nine second track than in hours upon hours of Christian radio.
Furthermore, the question of God actually looms quite large throughout the album. The very first words of the album are “God save us everyone”, and then the question is asked “Will we burn inside the fire of a thousand suns, For the sins of our hand, The sins of our tongue, The sins of our father, The sins of our young?” This is immediately followed by the recording of Oppenheimer. He says of the creation of the atomic bomb:
“We knew the world would not be the same. A few people laughed, a few people cried, most people were silent. I remembered the line from the Hindu scripture, the Bhagavad-Gita. Vishnu is trying to persuade the Prince that he should do his duty, and to impress him, takes on his multi-armed form, and says, ‘Now I am become Death, the destroyer of worlds.’ I suppose we all thought that, one way or another.”
Here we are, only two tracks into the album and we’re already dealing with a heavy weight. And that weight is never really lifted until the final track. But the topic of God returns in the second to last track, “The Catalyst”, which the band released as their first single. “The Catalyst” includes the verse from track one mentioned above, but that verse is preceded by a different verse: “God bless us every one. We’re a broken people living under loaded gun, And it can’t be outfought, It can’t be outdone, It can’t be outmatched, It can’t be outrun. No.” God bless us. God save us. This is “The Catalyst” for change. God bless us. God save us.
But God is not the only one called to action. When you turn to the track “Wretches and Kings”, the first noise you hear coming from your speakers is the voice of Mario Savio shouting:
“There’s a time when the operation of the machine becomes so odious, makes you so sick at heart, that you can’t take part. You can’t even passively take part, and you’ve got to put your bodies upon the gears and upon the wheels, upon the levers, upon all the apparatus, and you’ve got to make it stop. And you’ve got to indicate to the people who run it, to the people who own it, that unless you’re free, the machine will be prevented from working at all”
And what follows this brilliant track with its challenging recording? “Wisdom, Justice, and Love”. For their exhibit A of this call to rebellion, LP chose Martin Luther King Jr., a godly preacher who spoke out against injustice and war and who gave his very life to defeat evil.
Call me unpatriotic. Call me naive. But shouldn’t we be at least a bit saddened to belong to a country that split the very fabric of creation and released the most deadly force the world has ever known? I know countless lives were saved that day, and we can’t forget that, but can good ends justify evil means? What was the cost of the lives saved that day? What was the cost of the innocent lives lost that day? I don’t know the answers to questions like these.
But I do know that I thank God that there are artists out in the world, whether Christian or not, asking these types of questions. I felt myself moved emotionally, spiritually, and intellectually as I listened through this album from beginning to end. This type of listening is encouraged by the inclusion of a track with the iTunes version of the album that contains every song in order as a singular track. There is some profanity, so I’d be careful about what age group I recommended this album to, but that said, I think its message and musicianship are powerful and worth listening to and considering several times.
I’ll close with the final lyrics from the album: “When life leaves us blind, Love keeps us kind. It keeps us kind.”
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Linkin Park: 'We're famous, but we're not celebrities'
Fresh from rocking Red Square, Linkin Park talk about battling some serious demons and finding a new sense of purpose
Dave Simpson
guardian.co.uk, Thursday 7 July 2011 23.30 BST
It's Thursday night in Moscow; Linkin Park are playing at the premiere of Transformers: Dark of the Moon at one end of Red Square, in the shadow of the Kremlin. The gig security consists of lines of military policemen. Suddenly, screens begin showing nuclear explosions, and the giant, troubled face of J Robert Oppenheimer – the physicist who worked on the atomic bomb, then agonised over what he had created. As we hear him intone "I am become death, the destroyer of worlds", thousands of Russian fans suddenly hold up placards, reading Wisdom, Justice and Love.
The gesture – at an event taking place yards away from the seat of cold war power for successive generations – is given its power because it wasn't set up by the band, or their record label, or the film company, but by the fans themselves, virally, via messageboards.
"That totally threw us," says frontman Chester Bennington. "I had that same thought, that here was an American band playing politically, emotionally charged music next to the Kremlin. I could feel the weight of years growing up and being told that this was an off-limits place. So for kids to express themselves in that way was really moving; something that we will never forget, because it was unbelievable."
It's a conversation you'd expect to be having with U2, perhaps, not a band whose 20m-selling debut album, 2000's Hybrid Theory, made them commercial kings of nu-metal, a genre synonymous with screaming rage and very loud guitars. But today's Linkin Park drive hybrid cars, offset their carbon footprint and have taken a leftfield shift not unlike the one Radiohead took with Kid A. A process they describe as "destroying and rebuilding the band" led to last year's Rick Rubin-produced A Thousand Suns, a concept album about human fears, including nuclear war, featuring electronica and eerily beautiful songs such as Waiting for the End.
"When you come out of the gate with a record like Hybrid Theory, from a business point of view it's really dumb not to keep on doing that," Bennington says, all smiles, his big, black earrings and tattooed arms the only visual signs of his nu-metal past. "But we aren't a manufacturer. We are artists, and we've gone philosophically back to where we were writing music before we sold a record. When we were excited about a song, not because … "
Rapper and multi-instrumentalist Mike Shinoda butts in: " … This is going to be a hit!"
A week after the gig in Moscow, the pair – whose double act provides the band with its on-stage energy – are relaxing in the Mandarin Oriental hotel in London, where rock royalty often stay when in the city. Friendlier and funnier than one might suspect from the anguish of their music, they are as different from each other in person as they are on stage: Shinoda dry and thoughtful, Bennington livewire and open. But just as in performance, they spark off each other incessantly. Linkin's reinvention has been very personal for them both.
Shinoda is Japanese-American. During the second world war, his Japanese-born grandparents, who had emigrated to the US, were among the 110,000 Japanese-Americans interned in "war relocation camps". When Linkin were recording A Thousand Suns, Rubin suggested Shinoda write lyrics by stream-of-consciousness, and he found years of buried family memories suddenly tumbled out.
"Because it wasn't just the war," he says. "It was fear in their neighbourhood and everything, for years. My dad remembers being in school with my uncle, and the teacher would say outright to the class that the Japanese were second-class citizens and shouldn't be trusted. Before the war my family had a grocery store and a barber's shop, but after internment it was destroyed and they had to start again as strawberry pickers. But they won't talk about it. I wanted to tell these stories because nobody else will."
Bennington's past is, Shinoda is quick to point out, "more extreme". His parents' divorce when he was 11 led him to start smoking pot, which led to cocaine and methamphetamine. In some previous interviews, he has alluded to sexual abuse by an older male friend.
"When I was young, getting beaten up and pretty much raped was no fun," he says suddenly and disarmingly. "No one wants that to happen to you and honestly, I don't remember when it started. But about four years ago I went to visit my mom and I saw a picture of myself and I remember very clearly when that picture was taken. All of a sudden, because I had kids, I looked at it and thought: 'Wow, that's what I looked like.' And then I remembered. Oh my God. I remember that stuff happening to me at that stage and even thinking about it now makes me want to cry. Oh my God, that was fucking happening to me and I was just that little, much earlier than I'd remembered. My God, no wonder I became a drug addict. No wonder I just went completely insane for a little while."
Bennington's trauma fired Hybrid Theory and 2003's hit follow-up, Meteora. The success they achieved was, for Bennington, "like something you read in a book. It doesn't really happen. I followed my own instinct because everybody else was fucked up, and I didn't like anybody else's thing, so therefore I would do my own."
Although Bennington had knocked around in music for a while before Linkin Park came together, when success came, it came quickly. They realised things were changing when the pair drove over to Bennington's dad's house and heard their song on the radio. "It was the most surreal experience," Shinoda remembers, smiling at the memory. "There were multiple radios and we were on every one. It was like, 'Holy shit!' It was so cool."
Bennington went from sleeping in the back of an old Toyota to fronting what was then the biggest-selling debut album of the 21st century. Fans blared music outside his house. One woman caused a car accident after spotting him in the street. Bennington did not find the change in fortunes easy, and he fell back into serious drug abuse.
"Unfortunately, my ex-wife [Samantha, whom he married when they were so poor he couldn't afford a wedding ring] and I were really toxic for each other, too young to get married," he says. "We were volatile personalities, and even though we helped each other, we were not good for each other, and that brought up other feelings."
"The tours we did in the beginning, everybody we toured with was either drinking or doing drugs," Shinoda says. "I can't think of any that were sober. So you take someone who already has a hankering for drugs and … "
"I partied with everybody," Bennington says. That didn't help build bonds with the rest of the band – who were more into pot and booze, and had no idea their frontman would be sitting on the tour bus tripping. He says he knew what their response would be: "Fuck, man. Look at what we've got going here. What the fuck are you doing?"
It wasn't just the band who were kept in the dark. The early Linkin were a notoriously closed unit. Journalists would return from interviewing them with tales of confiscated mobiles and monosyllabic replies.
"We talked about this recently, and realised we were super-defensive," Shinoda says. The speed of their success led to suspicions they were manufactured, and for Bennington the accusation that he somehow "wasn't real" cut deep.
"I'm like, 'Fuck you, you don't know me," he spits, grinding a fist into his hand. "And personally I would want to jump across the table and fucking kill you. 'How dare you question what I'm singing about?' Eventually I thought: 'OK, you wanna know? This is where I come from!' and I told a journalist things I've never told anybody. And my dad – a policeman – rings me up and says: 'What the fuck do you mean this happened to you when you were a kid? Who did it?' And I was thinking: 'What have I done?'"
Eventually, Bennington revealed the identity of his abuser to his father. He realised his abuser had in turn been a victim and chose not to pursue him. "I didn't need revenge. I realised … "
Shinoda quietly finishes the sentence: "That it can end with you."
It did, but only after a lot of therapy. Linkin's metamorphosis began in 2007, when they hooked up with Rubin for the tentatively experimental Minutes to Midnight, after Bennington had turned his life around. "I'd become a person that wasn't me," he sighs. "This is me. I'm a nice, friendly guy that was always stuck behind this monster that was just really a hurt kid."
Bennington got divorced in 2005 – his ex-wife, the mother of his first child, has since become a "really great friend, and a great mom, and I regret every bad thing I've ever said about her in the press". On 31 December 2005 he married Talinda, a schoolteacher and former model. The relationship changed him, and with therapy, rehab and faith "unlocked all these things that I'd been carrying all those years". When Linkin returned to the studio, he found that his vocal style had changed from the previous roar to something less aggressive.
"I realised I didn't have that inner beast anymore," he says. "I didn't want to scream."
Linkin have since transformed their entire modus operandi. "If we'd made another record like those first two, we'd have made the same record until we split," Shinoda says, revealing that the band have also rekindled – and in some cases begun – intra-band friendships. "But we realised we didn't have anything to prove to anyone. Linkin Park can be as lyrically or sonically adventurous as we want."
"Music can be political in a way I never felt before – performing certain songs in Red Square or Tel Aviv can really affect people," Bennington says.
He still encounters problems – in 2008, a stalker called Devon Townsend was jailed after cyber-invading his life, accessing all his voice and emails and stealing hundreds of photos of his children. "It's not fun to put someone in prison,"he says. "Ninety-nine percent of fans are great. We're famous, but we're not celebrities. I can go to the grocery store and the post office. People say: 'You signed up for this.' No, actually, we signed up to make music, not to expose our families to crazy people. But now it's all about the music. And we're only getting started."
Источник - www.guardian.co.uk/music/2011/jul/07/linkin-par...
A Secular Band Sings Of Nuclear War, Or A Review Of Linkin Park, “A Thousand Suns” by Michael StrachanWhen you’re a band as famous and successful as Linkin Park, you might be excused if you chose to ‘phone it in’ every once in a while. This is not the path LP takes with their new album. Instead the band has attempted to create an album that both evolves the traditional LP sound while also defying traditional genres. Fans of “Hybrid Theory”, “Meteora”, and “Minutes to Midnight” will hear individual songs that remind them of the bands previous albums, but as a collective whole this new album is something distinct and unique. Bassist for the band Dave “Phoenix” Farrell says of the new album, “We’ve known [the album is] going to be different, and if fans were expecting ‘Hybrid Theory’ or ‘Meteora’, they’re going to be surprised. It’s going to take people some time to figure it out and know what to do with it.” Well, I’ve had the album for about a month now, so let’s see if we can ‘figure it out’.
To begin, we must note that this is LP’s first attempt to write a concept album, and for their theme they chose war, and more specifically, nuclear war. The title for the album, “A Thousand Suns”, comes from a passage in the Bhagavad Gita that reads “If the radiance of a thousand suns were to burst at once into the sky, that would be like the splendor of the mighty one.” In case you’re wondering how this connects to nuclear warfare, this passage was quoted by Robert Oppenheimer after the first successful test explosion of an atomic bomb.
Mentioning Oppenheimer surfaces another interesting new feature of this album – it contains several brief recordings of speeches by Oppenheimer, Mario Savio, and Martin Luther King Jr. The recordings of Oppenheimer and King are their own independent tracks, while the Savio recording is incorporated into the song “Wretches and Kings”. For what it’s worth, the first time I heard “Wisdom, Justice, and Love”, the track consisting of a recording from one of King’s sermons, I was moved to tears. Here is a transcript of the recording:
“I come to this magnificent house of worship tonight because my conscience leaves me no other choice… A true revolution of values will lay hand on the world order and say of war, ‘This way of settling differences is not just.’ This business of burning human beings with napalm, of filling our nation’s homes with orphans and widows, of injecting poisonous drugs of hate into the veins of peoples normally humane, of sending men home from dark and bloody battlefields physically handicapped and psychologically deranged, cannot be reconciled with wisdom, justice, and love…”
War cannot be reconciled with wisdom, justice, and love. I am struck that this is the message of a secular band as the themes of their album start to reach their climax. War cannot be reconciled with wisdom, justice, and love. How many Christian musicians are making art like this? Certainly Derek Webb, but who else? And how many Christian preachers preach like this today? I am no aficionado of contemporary Christian music and sermons, but I suspect there is more of the Gospel in this one minute and thirty-nine second track than in hours upon hours of Christian radio.
Furthermore, the question of God actually looms quite large throughout the album. The very first words of the album are “God save us everyone”, and then the question is asked “Will we burn inside the fire of a thousand suns, For the sins of our hand, The sins of our tongue, The sins of our father, The sins of our young?” This is immediately followed by the recording of Oppenheimer. He says of the creation of the atomic bomb:
“We knew the world would not be the same. A few people laughed, a few people cried, most people were silent. I remembered the line from the Hindu scripture, the Bhagavad-Gita. Vishnu is trying to persuade the Prince that he should do his duty, and to impress him, takes on his multi-armed form, and says, ‘Now I am become Death, the destroyer of worlds.’ I suppose we all thought that, one way or another.”
Here we are, only two tracks into the album and we’re already dealing with a heavy weight. And that weight is never really lifted until the final track. But the topic of God returns in the second to last track, “The Catalyst”, which the band released as their first single. “The Catalyst” includes the verse from track one mentioned above, but that verse is preceded by a different verse: “God bless us every one. We’re a broken people living under loaded gun, And it can’t be outfought, It can’t be outdone, It can’t be outmatched, It can’t be outrun. No.” God bless us. God save us. This is “The Catalyst” for change. God bless us. God save us.
But God is not the only one called to action. When you turn to the track “Wretches and Kings”, the first noise you hear coming from your speakers is the voice of Mario Savio shouting:
“There’s a time when the operation of the machine becomes so odious, makes you so sick at heart, that you can’t take part. You can’t even passively take part, and you’ve got to put your bodies upon the gears and upon the wheels, upon the levers, upon all the apparatus, and you’ve got to make it stop. And you’ve got to indicate to the people who run it, to the people who own it, that unless you’re free, the machine will be prevented from working at all”
And what follows this brilliant track with its challenging recording? “Wisdom, Justice, and Love”. For their exhibit A of this call to rebellion, LP chose Martin Luther King Jr., a godly preacher who spoke out against injustice and war and who gave his very life to defeat evil.
Call me unpatriotic. Call me naive. But shouldn’t we be at least a bit saddened to belong to a country that split the very fabric of creation and released the most deadly force the world has ever known? I know countless lives were saved that day, and we can’t forget that, but can good ends justify evil means? What was the cost of the lives saved that day? What was the cost of the innocent lives lost that day? I don’t know the answers to questions like these.
But I do know that I thank God that there are artists out in the world, whether Christian or not, asking these types of questions. I felt myself moved emotionally, spiritually, and intellectually as I listened through this album from beginning to end. This type of listening is encouraged by the inclusion of a track with the iTunes version of the album that contains every song in order as a singular track. There is some profanity, so I’d be careful about what age group I recommended this album to, but that said, I think its message and musicianship are powerful and worth listening to and considering several times.
I’ll close with the final lyrics from the album: “When life leaves us blind, Love keeps us kind. It keeps us kind.”
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А здесь даже про Москву сказали. Какие русские фаны молодцы и все дела.
Linkin Park: 'We're famous, but we're not celebrities'
Fresh from rocking Red Square, Linkin Park talk about battling some serious demons and finding a new sense of purpose
Dave Simpson
guardian.co.uk, Thursday 7 July 2011 23.30 BST
It's Thursday night in Moscow; Linkin Park are playing at the premiere of Transformers: Dark of the Moon at one end of Red Square, in the shadow of the Kremlin. The gig security consists of lines of military policemen. Suddenly, screens begin showing nuclear explosions, and the giant, troubled face of J Robert Oppenheimer – the physicist who worked on the atomic bomb, then agonised over what he had created. As we hear him intone "I am become death, the destroyer of worlds", thousands of Russian fans suddenly hold up placards, reading Wisdom, Justice and Love.
The gesture – at an event taking place yards away from the seat of cold war power for successive generations – is given its power because it wasn't set up by the band, or their record label, or the film company, but by the fans themselves, virally, via messageboards.
"That totally threw us," says frontman Chester Bennington. "I had that same thought, that here was an American band playing politically, emotionally charged music next to the Kremlin. I could feel the weight of years growing up and being told that this was an off-limits place. So for kids to express themselves in that way was really moving; something that we will never forget, because it was unbelievable."
It's a conversation you'd expect to be having with U2, perhaps, not a band whose 20m-selling debut album, 2000's Hybrid Theory, made them commercial kings of nu-metal, a genre synonymous with screaming rage and very loud guitars. But today's Linkin Park drive hybrid cars, offset their carbon footprint and have taken a leftfield shift not unlike the one Radiohead took with Kid A. A process they describe as "destroying and rebuilding the band" led to last year's Rick Rubin-produced A Thousand Suns, a concept album about human fears, including nuclear war, featuring electronica and eerily beautiful songs such as Waiting for the End.
"When you come out of the gate with a record like Hybrid Theory, from a business point of view it's really dumb not to keep on doing that," Bennington says, all smiles, his big, black earrings and tattooed arms the only visual signs of his nu-metal past. "But we aren't a manufacturer. We are artists, and we've gone philosophically back to where we were writing music before we sold a record. When we were excited about a song, not because … "
Rapper and multi-instrumentalist Mike Shinoda butts in: " … This is going to be a hit!"
A week after the gig in Moscow, the pair – whose double act provides the band with its on-stage energy – are relaxing in the Mandarin Oriental hotel in London, where rock royalty often stay when in the city. Friendlier and funnier than one might suspect from the anguish of their music, they are as different from each other in person as they are on stage: Shinoda dry and thoughtful, Bennington livewire and open. But just as in performance, they spark off each other incessantly. Linkin's reinvention has been very personal for them both.
Shinoda is Japanese-American. During the second world war, his Japanese-born grandparents, who had emigrated to the US, were among the 110,000 Japanese-Americans interned in "war relocation camps". When Linkin were recording A Thousand Suns, Rubin suggested Shinoda write lyrics by stream-of-consciousness, and he found years of buried family memories suddenly tumbled out.
"Because it wasn't just the war," he says. "It was fear in their neighbourhood and everything, for years. My dad remembers being in school with my uncle, and the teacher would say outright to the class that the Japanese were second-class citizens and shouldn't be trusted. Before the war my family had a grocery store and a barber's shop, but after internment it was destroyed and they had to start again as strawberry pickers. But they won't talk about it. I wanted to tell these stories because nobody else will."
Bennington's past is, Shinoda is quick to point out, "more extreme". His parents' divorce when he was 11 led him to start smoking pot, which led to cocaine and methamphetamine. In some previous interviews, he has alluded to sexual abuse by an older male friend.
"When I was young, getting beaten up and pretty much raped was no fun," he says suddenly and disarmingly. "No one wants that to happen to you and honestly, I don't remember when it started. But about four years ago I went to visit my mom and I saw a picture of myself and I remember very clearly when that picture was taken. All of a sudden, because I had kids, I looked at it and thought: 'Wow, that's what I looked like.' And then I remembered. Oh my God. I remember that stuff happening to me at that stage and even thinking about it now makes me want to cry. Oh my God, that was fucking happening to me and I was just that little, much earlier than I'd remembered. My God, no wonder I became a drug addict. No wonder I just went completely insane for a little while."
Bennington's trauma fired Hybrid Theory and 2003's hit follow-up, Meteora. The success they achieved was, for Bennington, "like something you read in a book. It doesn't really happen. I followed my own instinct because everybody else was fucked up, and I didn't like anybody else's thing, so therefore I would do my own."
Although Bennington had knocked around in music for a while before Linkin Park came together, when success came, it came quickly. They realised things were changing when the pair drove over to Bennington's dad's house and heard their song on the radio. "It was the most surreal experience," Shinoda remembers, smiling at the memory. "There were multiple radios and we were on every one. It was like, 'Holy shit!' It was so cool."
Bennington went from sleeping in the back of an old Toyota to fronting what was then the biggest-selling debut album of the 21st century. Fans blared music outside his house. One woman caused a car accident after spotting him in the street. Bennington did not find the change in fortunes easy, and he fell back into serious drug abuse.
"Unfortunately, my ex-wife [Samantha, whom he married when they were so poor he couldn't afford a wedding ring] and I were really toxic for each other, too young to get married," he says. "We were volatile personalities, and even though we helped each other, we were not good for each other, and that brought up other feelings."
"The tours we did in the beginning, everybody we toured with was either drinking or doing drugs," Shinoda says. "I can't think of any that were sober. So you take someone who already has a hankering for drugs and … "
"I partied with everybody," Bennington says. That didn't help build bonds with the rest of the band – who were more into pot and booze, and had no idea their frontman would be sitting on the tour bus tripping. He says he knew what their response would be: "Fuck, man. Look at what we've got going here. What the fuck are you doing?"
It wasn't just the band who were kept in the dark. The early Linkin were a notoriously closed unit. Journalists would return from interviewing them with tales of confiscated mobiles and monosyllabic replies.
"We talked about this recently, and realised we were super-defensive," Shinoda says. The speed of their success led to suspicions they were manufactured, and for Bennington the accusation that he somehow "wasn't real" cut deep.
"I'm like, 'Fuck you, you don't know me," he spits, grinding a fist into his hand. "And personally I would want to jump across the table and fucking kill you. 'How dare you question what I'm singing about?' Eventually I thought: 'OK, you wanna know? This is where I come from!' and I told a journalist things I've never told anybody. And my dad – a policeman – rings me up and says: 'What the fuck do you mean this happened to you when you were a kid? Who did it?' And I was thinking: 'What have I done?'"
Eventually, Bennington revealed the identity of his abuser to his father. He realised his abuser had in turn been a victim and chose not to pursue him. "I didn't need revenge. I realised … "
Shinoda quietly finishes the sentence: "That it can end with you."
It did, but only after a lot of therapy. Linkin's metamorphosis began in 2007, when they hooked up with Rubin for the tentatively experimental Minutes to Midnight, after Bennington had turned his life around. "I'd become a person that wasn't me," he sighs. "This is me. I'm a nice, friendly guy that was always stuck behind this monster that was just really a hurt kid."
Bennington got divorced in 2005 – his ex-wife, the mother of his first child, has since become a "really great friend, and a great mom, and I regret every bad thing I've ever said about her in the press". On 31 December 2005 he married Talinda, a schoolteacher and former model. The relationship changed him, and with therapy, rehab and faith "unlocked all these things that I'd been carrying all those years". When Linkin returned to the studio, he found that his vocal style had changed from the previous roar to something less aggressive.
"I realised I didn't have that inner beast anymore," he says. "I didn't want to scream."
Linkin have since transformed their entire modus operandi. "If we'd made another record like those first two, we'd have made the same record until we split," Shinoda says, revealing that the band have also rekindled – and in some cases begun – intra-band friendships. "But we realised we didn't have anything to prove to anyone. Linkin Park can be as lyrically or sonically adventurous as we want."
"Music can be political in a way I never felt before – performing certain songs in Red Square or Tel Aviv can really affect people," Bennington says.
He still encounters problems – in 2008, a stalker called Devon Townsend was jailed after cyber-invading his life, accessing all his voice and emails and stealing hundreds of photos of his children. "It's not fun to put someone in prison,"he says. "Ninety-nine percent of fans are great. We're famous, but we're not celebrities. I can go to the grocery store and the post office. People say: 'You signed up for this.' No, actually, we signed up to make music, not to expose our families to crazy people. But now it's all about the music. And we're only getting started."
Источник - www.guardian.co.uk/music/2011/jul/07/linkin-par...
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